2010

At the beginning of last year I made a list of ten goals that I wanted to accomplish through out the year. Lets see how I did...

1) Achieve my goal weight and feel confident (Celebrate with Kay once we achieve our goals.) Keep up a work out routine and food regimen. Don't give up on myself.
I think I've done a pretty good job at keeping this resolution up. Although I haven't achieved my goal weight, I am about half way there. This year has been a struggle weight-wise. I guess you can say I would "yo-yo" from time to time, juggling 5-10lbs that would disappear and come back. I'm feeling a breakthrough for this year though, and I don't need anyone to celebrate with. I started this journey with Katlynne, and that fell through, leaving me to do it on my own. And you know what? That's how it should be done. I've realized that I have to do this for myself and no one else. I want to be able to look myself in the mirror come summer and be happy with the way I look. It's gonna happen, I promise.

2) Do well in school and be proud of the grades that I get; Work towards a 4.0 GPA
Oh school, we really do have a love-hate relationship. I love what I am studying but once exams come around, I hate the stress that school causes. I didn't get that 4.0GPA that I wanted, nor will I ever, but I am proud of what I have accomplished because I know that I have given it my best shot. I have a year and a half left and I am really going to work hard at getting my grades up to at least a B average.

3) Do some volunteer work. Get involved in the lives of others. Complete at least five good deeds. Enrich the life of a stranger.
I did quite a bit of volunteer work this year. When I decided to get involved in the Weekend to End Women's Cancers, I organized a ton of events and raised $2700 for the foundation. As for the five good deeds, here they are:
1) Helping a blind man cross the street downtown
2) Bagging a $250 grocery order for a customer in a wheelchair and then bringing it to their car
3) Helping an overweight woman with her bags while she climbed the stairs
4) Buying a homeless man a donut from Tim Hortons
5) Giving $5 to a supposed movie producer. He apparently lost his wallet and needed money for a cab. I'm pretty sure this was a scam, but whatever, I did it anyway.

4) Travel to places that I have never seen. Do things that I have never done before in each place that I visit.
Downtown Toronto- Went to the Something Corporate reunion concert
Camping at Voyageur Park
Las Vegas

5) Help Melissa complete at least 5 of her goals (ex: Give blood, Go back to NYC, Watch a sunrise, Sleep under the stars, Go dancing, etc.)
I'm actually quite upset that I didn't get to help her accomplish any of these goals...I am definitely going to give it my best shot this year though, and see where I can join her.
I did overcome my fear of giving blood this year though... I finally did it, and donated. It really wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, and I am so proud of myself for doing it! Also, my blood type is O-, the rarest type there is.

6)Spend my 21st birthday with my best friends
I definitely did this! For my birthday this year, I went out for dinner at Mio Vino (which no longer exists hahaha) and then to 737. It was so great to be surrounded by all of my groups of friends, I had such a memorable night.

7) Get a team together, raise $2000 each, and participate in the Weekend to End Breast Cancer (60km walk in two days)
DONE! It was such an unforgettable experience. Despite the blisters, sore-feet and heatstroke that my teammates experienced, we raised almost $9000 for the foundation. I was so inspired throughout the whole weekend, and it was fantastic to share it with Melissa, Ariella and Mandy. I am so proud of us!

8)Spend less and save more (Start- Vacation Account: $600.56, University Account: $8032.70)
I spent quite a bit, but I did stick to my word and save. This year I emptied my vacation account for my Vegas vacation, and I spent $3800 from my University account. Today, in my ING account I have $1200 in my Vacation savings and $6000 in my University account! Which means that I saved $3568 this year, not too bad, but it could be better.

9)Buy a camera (don't break it or get it stolen) and take tons of pictures
Honestly, I should consider a career as a member of a paparazzi. I always have my camera on me and I am constantly taking pictures. I wouldn't have it any other way though, I love capturing memories on camera.

10) Don't over-think things; Be happy; Laugh until I cry on more than one occasion; Let life take it's course; Feel loved; Live
Every year I tell myself exactly that. I feel to a certain degree I am happier than I have been in the past, but there is always room for improvement. I have learned to appreciate what I'm given more, and make the best of what life provides me with, but I feel like I am missing that little extra push. I need to be more confident and as selfish as it sounds, care about ME a little bit more. This is going to be a tough thing to accomplish, but I'm sure in the years to come, I'll get a hang of it.

I'll be posting my 2011 goals soon enough.
Until then, Happy New Year everyone. May this year bring you life, love and laughter xo

My 6th Christmas Party

It's not about the pay, or the close location.
It's not about knowing the job, and feeling comfortable where I am.
It's not about the 3 weeks paid vacation that I get every summer.

It's about the people; the only reason that I am still at this job, no matter how much grief it causes me sometimes. I had such an amazing time on Saturday night at my work Christmas party. It was great to take a break from the books and just enjoy a night of dancing and partying with some of my favorite people.

Climbing to the Top

On Monday, as I was walking to school, I saw this woman struggling to climb stairs. She was a full-figured woman, weighing at least 300lbs. She was carrying a massive suitcase and another bag in her other arm. After climbing about 3 stairs, she would stop and take a break. I didn't know her, but I decided to approach her and ask her if she needed help. I took her suitcase and bag, brought them to the top step, making it a lot easier for her to climb. She was out of breath but took the time to thank me. I explained to her that I once knew what it felt like to carry a heavy-load (I wasn't talking about suitcases...) and she smiled. I realized then, just like her, I have to take each day one step at a time.

Physical Abuse

It's funny how food- something we need to survive - can destroy us.
Hmmmph.
Just a thought.

Proud.

Quote

I found this on a friend's Facebook page, and I love it!
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If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with. You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy. You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me. But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you, the way I’ll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. You’re falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible.

some people pray, i turn up the radio

Thanksgiving

Every year I seem to write a Thanksgiving blog, and it seems that every year I seem to write the same thing: I am thankful for everything and everyone. This is true, I am grateful for every aspect of my life, otherwise I wouldn't be the person that I am today, but this year, I've decided to pinpoint a couple specific things that I am especially thankful for.

I am thankful for...
- My health. This year has been an emotional roller-coaster for me. With a lot of perseverance (some may call it being stubborn), and hard work, I have managed to lose about 40lbs, and have been able to maintain a healthy lifestyle. I can't remember the last time that I have felt this amazing, and it's unreal. Besides my clothes fitting better, and me gaining more confidence, I've discovered a new me. Along with shedding the pounds, I'm getting rid of this dark cloud that has been following me since my early teens, and now I can say that my smile is starting to have more meaning.

- My family. We fight, we bicker, we have our different points of view on many subjects, but most importantly we love.I know that you guys will always be there for me, to support me with all of my endeavors and life decisions. I couldn't thank you enough for everything through out the years and the many blessings that you have provided me with.

- My friends (my second family). I'm thankful for all of you... You know who you are. Thanks to you, my life has more meaning. You guys have given me the ability to love everything around me. The moments that we share together mean more than you can ever imagine, and I wouldn't change anything about the years that we have spent together. I am who I am because of you...so thanks. I smile a little bigger when I'm with you

-The Little Things in Life.Books. The feeling of the autumn air on my face. Hair products. Music. School. The smell of a vanilla candle. Laughing hysterically with my coworkers. Receiving a compliment about my good customer service. Hearing a favorite song when I'm out clubbing. Walking to school from the train station. Exercise. Going for a run in the dark. Come home at night and looking at the stars. Car-rides. Going for coffee. Catching up with friends. Having the opportunity to travel. Finishing a good book. Watching and getting inspred by The Biggest Loser. The summer sun. Mom's hugs. Cuddling with blankets. Playing music loud and dancing around when no one is home. Getting dressed up and feeling pretty. Laughter.

Happy Turkey-Day, everybody. <3

Six Week Weight-Loss & Detox Program

Lately - even though I have been continuing to watch what I eat and exercise - my weight loss has been at a stand-still. I would work hard, no weight would come off and I was feeling gross. I don't know what it was, but I felt like my digestive system wasn't happy with me. After hearing my aunt Susie talk about this detox program that she did for six weeks, I knew that I had to find out some more information about it. Basically, the program requires the participant to remove all processed food from their diet. Also, we're not allowed to eat any carbohydrates (bread, crackers, cereal, granola bars, etc.) and sugar (fruit, cookies, ice cream, etc.) and any dairy products that we ingest must be full fat (10% yogurt, cheese, sour cream, etc.) In addition to eating protein (meat, nuts) and vegetables at every meal, we are required to make a homemade lemonade (de-mineralized water, lemon juice, maple syrup & cayenne pepper) that will help cut our appetite and speed up our metabolism. As the weeks go on, we'll begin to cut out some meals, working towards your final detox week where we will only rely on the lemonade for nutrients.

When I first mentioned the whole thing to my family, they thought that I was completely insane. My aunt, who isn't out of shape nor overweight, did this because she too was having digestive problems and in the process lost 12lbs. So I figured, hey, if she can do it, so can I.

I had no choice but to tell some friends about it. At first, I kind of wanted to keep it a secret because I didn't want anyone judging me, but as soon as I brought my yellow-water to work, I had a ton of questions. After explaining the detox to Ariella, Kim and Mandy, I managed to convince them to join with me. It makes the whole process a lot easier because we have each other to rely on for support, meal tips and exercising.

Every Friday we meet with Astley, the naturopath that set up the program, and provides guidance through out. He gives us some tips and then sends us on our way for the next week's challenges. I have to admit, I really like this guy. He has such an optimistic outlook on health, it's really inspiring. I know that I am capable to lose weight and keep healthy on my own, but knowing that I have to work hard for my weigh-in every week, it keeps me motivated because I don't want to disappoint him.

I have no problem telling you readers my weight, because I hope that someone out there comes across this blog and gets inspired from it. Just remember, to keep working hard and the numbers can only go down... not up. That's what I keep telling myself... It can only get better from here.

Starting Weight (before detox program): 208lbs
(Before I started working out and eating properly I was at 235lbs)
WEEK ONE: 6lbs (202lbs)
WEEK TWO: 5lbs (197lbs: Bye 200's, I'll NEVER see you again!!!!)
WEEK THREE: 3lbs (194lbs)
WEEK FOUR: 1lb (193lbs... disappointed.)
WEEK FIVE: 3lbs (190lbs)
WEEK SIX: 0lbs (190lbs: Since I detoxed last week, and this week I was eating food again, it was obvious that I wouldn't see a change this week)
End Weight (after detox program): 190lbs

... and it's not over after this.

Big Butts

I saw this on a friend's Facebook page and I couldn't resist posting it here
Love it!

Summer time = Aloe Vera Parties

Apparently I've been bad with keeping up with my blog, I don't mind it too much though. That just means that when I decide to write, it's because I have something to say, get off my chest or because I can't sleep. Right now, just like most of my blogs lately, I am typing this up on my blackberry, in bed. I've got Sex and the City playing and I've lathered my very sunburnt body with aloe vera... Relief.
Today was a good day, I went for breakfast with two of my favorite girls. There is something about those two that warm my heart... It's weird to say that, but it's true. I just feel comfortable around them. I feel like I can share anything with them, and they'll understand. They just get me.
Then I met up with some work friends and we all did some shopping. I made two good purchases, and look forward to tomorrow where I will run some more errands for my trip on Saturday! Vegas, here I come!
About a half hour ago, I got off MSN with James. Once again, we discussed our boy troubles. I love how our conversations are filled with cynical remarks, sarcastic comments and advice. We comfort each other in a weird way, I think.
The more I watch, the more I realized that I am Miranda Hobbes: cynical, driven and ironically family oriented. It's funny how we can all relate to one of these fictional characters...
I wonder if one day I will become a lawyer and find love, just like her.
My eyes are getting heavy... I guess this blog wasn't as important as I intended on making it... Other than the fact that I bored myself to sleep.
Oh well, bonne nuit.
Maybe some sort of excitment will happen in my dreams? I'll keep you posted.

" I don't understand what's wrong with you girls."

I wish I knew too.
I guess, to a certain extent, I have not been gifted with the "girlfriend gene."
Selina attempted to give Mel and I some advice today at dinner but no matter how much she tried to help and understand our points, she can't. She's never been there, nor has Kate. They are on one end of the spectrum and we're on the other.
Confidence is something that I've lacked all my life, and even though I am slowly getting better, I'll never be completely at ease.
Hmmm, so where does the problem lie?
I don't know.
How do I fix something that I can't even describe. I can just feel it; a pressure on my heart.

When the fun is over, real life kicks in.

So last week I was on vacation, and it felt like FOREVER since I didn't have to worry about school or work. The days would come and go, and everything was up to me: what I was going to do, who I was going to see, and how I was going to do it, was all in my hands! I already miss it.

Sunday:
After making a pit stop at Maria's camp to drop of some things, I spent the day with my family in St-Sauveur, shopping around and going for lunch. Afterwards, I met up with James, Jess and Megan in St-Jerome where we began our journey to camp Weredale to see Katlynne. With a tin of 24 cupcakes reading "We love you Kay", we said our last good-byes since she will be spending the rest of the summer out of the country... Lucky girl! We are going to miss her tons though <3

Monday:
I spent the afternoon with Tamara, we did some shopping at Fairview. After that, we set up my GPS and drove to Il Motore (thank God for the wooden sign with Il Motore written in dripping paint, otherwise, I would've never found the place.) We got to sneak into the venue, thanks to Mike, and avoid the downpour. I had never heard M.T.L play before, but I decided to check it out since it was a show that could either make or break their career in the music industry. Executives from Universal, Musique Plus and Much Music were there to hear them play, and to possibly sign the band. It was such an amazing show!

Tuesday:
The best day of the week! I got to go to La Ronde with a bunch of my Maxi amigos, and friends. The whole event was a fundraiser for Mandy and Ariella. Not only did we have an amazing time splashing in the puddles, laughing hysterically, screaming on the rides (I can still hear Jon screaming haha!) but the girls got to raise $140 for the walk too. After spending about 8 hours at the park, we decided to head out for dinner at Sir Winston Churchill Pub on Crescent, with the idea in mind that we would also take advantage of their $2.50 drink special. But due to their "anti-shorts" dress code, we couldn't get in... Oh well, the day was spent in good company!

Wednesday:
I went shopping with Janna. I basically dragged her into every sports' store known to man in order to find running shoes for the walk. I found a pair, and they are really comfy, but I find them pretty ugly. I don't get what it is about running shoes, but they really aren't fashionable at all. The ones that I liked, didn't have enough support... It was a frustrating experience, but it was nice to drive around and spend the day with my little sister since it doesn't happen too often!

Thursday:
I wore my Canadian red tank top proudly! I am a proud Canadian all year 'round, but there is something about this holiday that puts a smile on my face. I just love it. I spent the evening in the Old Port with the gang (James, Alex, Spencer and Jess) to see the (despicable) fireworks. We were supposed to meet up with Mandy, Jon and Ariella but they got lost and couldn't find us until later on in the night. I love walking those cobble-stone streets! The best part of the night was probably the drive home though... I was in Mandy's car and we spent the whole ride home laughing and singing obnoxiously. I love them, they are seriously the only reason that I am still at my job.

Friday:
First sun burn of the year! After running some errands with my family, I spent the afternoon outside reading. It had been a long time since I picked up a book, so I decided to continue reading one that I had started at the end of the semester: House Rules by Jodi Picoult. As much as I love being out and about all the time, there is nothing more relaxing then just sitting in the sun, with the wind blowing through your hair and a good book in your lap. I love it. After supper, I went and saw The Karate Kid with the family. Although I was eager to see how Jaden Smith would do in his first film, I wasn't overly keen on seeing the movie. I was pleasantly surprised, the movie was actually amazing! Jaden Smith was amazing through out and will continue the family legacy, and will make his Dad proud, in the movie-industry.

Saturday:
MORE READING! :)
In the afternoon, it was just Mom, Dad and I. This like NEVER happens! I had a really good day with them running errands. It was nice. I wish it happened more often.

And that was that.
Now I'm back at work.
Dealing with customers.
Oh boy.
Now all I have to do, is wait for August, the fun will start all over again!

man's best friend

One day the collar will break and you will lose your dog.
Let her run free, and the leash that you always kept around her neck will not be needed anymore. Instead of walking in front of you, she will walk by your side.
Sit, stay, good girl.

seeing is believing

As humans, we have the ability to see and decipher messages with the use of our eyes. From optical illusions to just looking both ways when crossing the street, our eyes give us a power to analyze our surroundings and draw our own conclusions.
But how is that we tend to oversee the simplicity in our everyday world and instead concentrate on the bigger picture?
Ever heard of the saying "it's right in front of your nose?"... Well, it is.
Open up your eyes, darling, the opportunity is right in front of you.

running in the rain.

I was feeling restless at home and wanted to get out and get some exercise.
The rain was pouring down, but that didn't stop me.
I tied my laces and headed out.
Without a care in the world, I was splashing in puddles and letting the rain fall down on me.
I ran in the rain, and it has been a while since I've felt that kind of freedom.

I Heart NYC

After having seen Sex and the City 2 last week, I can't stop thinking about the time I had in NYC when I went a couple of years ago. I can't wait to go back. Maybe this summer? Who knows.

Until then, I will continue to play Empire State of Mind by Alicia Keyes and Jay-Z on repeat.


Concrete jungle where dreams are made of.

The Biggest Loser

As you know, I’m a self-confessed addict of The Biggest Loser. I never make it through an episode without crying, laughing out loud, and feasting on high levels of inspiration and motivation. Well last Tuesday, the 9th season came to an end, and the winner was crowned and awarded $250 000. Although the money is a fantastic prize, the contestants have all been awarded the most prestigeous gift... Life. Before this show, the contestants are morbidly obese and on the fast-train to many health complications. At the beginning of the show, Michael weighed 526 pounds (the heaviest contestant ever) and spent his days wasting away. His journey on the Biggest Loser was a struggle, but at the finale he weighed in at 262lbs (50.19% weight loss)! I couldn't believe the amazing transformation!

This show, for me, is something that I can relate to. All my life I have been struggling with my weight, and the people on this show have become a source of inspiration for me. It's crazy to think that these people, who I know nothing about, can really latch onto my heart strings and make me see a different spectrum to things. From their lacking love-lives to their weight patterns, I've seen and lived it too. My weight loss journey has been slowly turning into a plateau, and I am finding it hard to juggle work (32 hours), school and working out (while having a social life)all at once. I've promised myself that I am going to pick up the pace, renew my gym membership and start walking/jogging on a more frequent basis. I have been meaning to get up early and do some exercise before starting my day but I have been trading sleep for exercise, and this upsets me. I'm doing this for myself and no one else, so why slack off? I have to start putting in more effort if I want to see greater results... and I promise, it's gonna happen.

Here's a goal for myself:
Start your vacation (June 27) off to a good start by being at least 15 pounds lighter than you are now. If you succeed, buy yourself a cute summery outfit.

a quote to remember

"When people make fun of us, and when people put us down, it's 'cause there is a hole in their hearts. They're never going to change, but you can. Happiness comes with the achievement of little goals" -Jillian, The Biggest Loser

if exams are over then...

Why do I still have this nervous feeling in my stomach?

staring at the ceiling...

Dear self,
Stop thinking so much... Just live. Good things will fall into your hands and the simplest things will make you happy.
When are you going to learn?
Remember the night you had tonight and learn from it, and only repeat the good parts.
Some people will get on your nerves.
Some will make you doubt if they truly care about you.
And some will make you laugh.
Laugh.
Keep doing it. Because you love it.
God didn't put a dimple on your face so you can frown but so you can embrace it through smiling.
It's 2:21am, and you're tired... Content but slightly loopy.
Dream happy things as you close your eyes...
And remember how they made you feel,
The ones that made you smile.
G'night
xo

Walking in the dark

Lately, for me, there is nothing better than going for a walk at night.
With the weather quickly changing to spring, it's the perfect kind of cool. The wind briskly brushes your cheeks and flows through your hair, the world around you is silent and the stars...are simply amazing.

This has become my new therapy every night after supper.

I don't know, there is something about the stars above me that is comforting.

Canada Girl

For the last 17 days, I have been an avid watcher of the Olympics and last night it all came to an end.

14 Gold Medals!
We made Olympic history: Most gold medals won on home soil & most gold medals won in any winter Olympics. How incredible!

I have always been a proud Canadian, but last night, as I was sporting my Canada sweatshirt I couldn't help but get the smile off my face. This country is a place that I am proud to call home.

Congratulations to all of the athletes that represented this glorious nation, you have all made us proud!

Canada is golden.

10 Random Thoughts for Today

1) I finished reading Shutter Island by Dennis Lehane, and I have to admit, I was quite freaked out by some parts and by how it ended. I think I might cry from fear when I see the movie... hahaha!

2) I'm craving chocolate, but I love the fact that I can take my jeans off without undoing the button or unzipping them

3) I got four hours of sleep last night, woke up at 6:30am and ended up at the gym at 7:15am

4) I love watching Survivor: Villains VS. Heros! I am rooting for the Villains... does that make me a Villain too?

5) Laughing with James, Alex and Katlynne last night was probably the best thing that's happened to me in the last two weeks

6) I still play Heartbreak Warfare by John Mayer on repeat... don't judge me.

7) I keep saying how I want to cut my hair, but I love the fact that it's this long

8) My room smells like vanilla scented candles

9) I dug out my 2004 Olympics Canada sweatshirt today and wore it proudly around the house this morning

10) I had a dream last night that I got blindfolded and sent on a plane. When I arrived at the destination, all I could smell was the ocean. I think this is a sign that I need a vacation hahaha!

Have a good Friday everyone! <3

Sipping on a strawberry lemonade in the middle of winter

So after a beyond hectic week of midterms, I am now on spring break! I haven't done anything special, nor do I plan on it, but just the fact that I can sleep in until about 9am every day is beyond amazing.

Right now, I am sitting in the Second Cup on Ste Catherine's street, looking out the window with my strawberry lemonade in hand. Have you ever taken the time to just look out the window and watch people? It's quite an amusing thing. There is a teenage girl with more piercing holes in her face than swiss cheese talking to a business-executive looking guy who probably ironed his pants over and over again this morning to get them that perfect. There is this woman who just handed a hobo a $5 bill. There are fashionable people walking in and out of Mexx, while old ladies walk by with plastic covers on their head to shield themselves from the rain. There is a woman who has been trying to parallel park in front of the Second Cup for the last 5 minutes (not that I could do a better job).
It's fun just looking at people. It's weird to think, but at 4:03pm on this day, all of those people were in viewing distance of me... but we all have different stories and perspectives on how our days went. Life is funny that way, I guess.

So you're probably wondering what I'm doing downtown in the first place if I'm on spring break. I have been thinking about doing this for a while, and I have blogged it as part of my New Year's Goals, but yesterday after doing some thinking, I decided to make it official. This summer, with some of my best friends, I will be taking on the challenge and doing The Weekend to End Breast Cancer. For those of you who are not familiar with it, basically it consists of raising $2000 and walking 60km (in two days) around Montreal to honor and raise funds for breast cancer. I have been wanting to do this walk for a long time, but I never felt the drive to exercise, and get physically prepared for the walk. After all, I will have to train for this if I don't want my legs to fall off. I am so excited to get things rolling! We already have tons of ideas for fundraisers, and you know me, I thrive for organizing events. It has been so long- probably since high school- that I have had to opportunity to do such a thing, so my brain is constantly flowing with ideas. I won't mention what we have in mind just yet, but I expect for you all to be there supporting us! I would appreciate it tremendously!

So now I have about 2.5 hours to kill before the orientation meeting at the YMCA for the breast cancer weekend. I'm heading there by myself tonight, and will share the information with the girls once I get home.

When I first thought of doing the walk, I questioned whether or not I had the perseverance to raise the money, and do the 60km walk... but then I thought of the women that are fighting for their lives with cancer... walking isn't hard, beating cancer is. I'm determined to do this, and with my best friends by my side I know that I can accomplish this, and much more.

it's heartbreak warfare

Even a couple of days after the concert, I still can't get over how much fun I had on Wednesday night. I had seen John Mayer live a couple of years ago but this show exceeded that one by a landslide.

From the moment that the first note of Heartbreak Warfare played, I was in complete awe. I have to admit, my inner fan girl did show quite a bit through out the night, as Selina and I sang through every single song that he played. (We even managed to make it on the big screen during the show hahaha, yep, we were famous)

Not only is in an incredible musician and nice to look at, he had the crowd laughing in between songs too with his witty humor and inspiring words:

"On the count of 3, everybody run back to your fantasy. That whole idea is saying: everybody does what they really wanna do and nobody will look at the other person and start judging them cause everybody's gonna be doing what they really wanna do. So, we all sing along and everybody's got their eyes closed and no one looks silly cause no one's looking! Lets see how loud we can get the aggregate voice of this room to be. And lets sing to and from our hearts. Lets sing to the capabilities of our hearts, no matter how much we are using it currently. And lets sing in hopes that we have greater capabilities; that we hold a 51% share-hold of these hearts. Oh oh oh oooowoooo..." -John Mayer

I managed to get incredible seats, so taking pictures and video through out the show was a must! Here are a couple that I took through out the night:





He sang most of my favorite songs: Heartbreak Warfare, Edge of Desire, Bigger Than My Body, Perfectly Lonely, Clarity, etc. The only disappointment was that he didn't sing Your Body is A Wonderland, then again, I couldn't expect for every song to be played either.

It's amazing how spending the night with one of your best friends, while listening to good music can make life that much better. After a hard couple of weeks of studying and exams, I couldn't have been in a happier place.

I have his music constantly running through my head now... I can't wait until he comes back to Montreal again. <3

Happy

14 pounds in one month, that's incredible. Never in my life have I been able to keep at it, and actually come out with results- It feels great... I feel great. I'm going to keep at it.

On Tuesday night I finished reading Dear John by Nicholas Sparks. I gave myself a goal to read it before the movie came out, but it was such a fantastic read that I ended up finishing it in less than a week (with a week to spare before the movie hahaha). It was such a good book, and it's made me even more excited to see the film. As always, I know that I am going to be disappointed, but I can't help but look forward to seeing it.

A Little Life Update

I feel like I haven't written about anything meaningful in a little while, so here goes nothing...

The first three weeks of school have gone by like nothing, already I can see that this semester is going to fly by just like the first. I'm in week four, and the feeling of stress and pressure is starting to reappear- joy. I'm not having as much fun as last semester, but it's good to have some classes with some of my buddies. The classes that I am taking are pretty dry (Macroeconomics, Financial Accounting, Business Statistics and Marketing Management (I love this class!)) so having a couple of familiar faces in my classes definitely makes them more entertaining.

Despite my intense work load at school, I have been finding more time to read lately. I didn't pick up a book through out the whole winter break, but now I can't go a day without reading. I've finished two books in the last couple of weeks: The Tenth Circle by Jodi Picoult (This woman has yet to disappoint me; She's such an amazing author) and Push by Sapphire (This has probably got to be the most graphic/inspiring book that I have ever read. I don't know if I have the guts to see the movie because of the subject matter but I'm sure that I'll get around it eventually.
I saw The Lovely Bones movie on Friday, and once again I can say that the book is better than the movie. They incorporated a lot of interesting concepts from the novel, and created a likeable film but it cannot compare to the work that Alice Sebold originally created. Overall, I liked the movie (I didn't have high expectations for it in the first place) but the book was a lot better. The highlight of that night, by far, was seeing Melissa. It's rare that we get to hang out just the two of us, but I appreciate every moment that we do. <3

Just briefly, I'm continuing to be successful with my weight loss. I have never done this before- made a promise and stuck to it. Well I have, but just not for me. I'm still working hard at it, although my weight loss hasn't been as tremendous like the first week, but I am continuing to lose a healthy amount this week. I bought a couple of exercise DVDs too this week, so once I incorporate that into my 3 times a week routine at the gym, I'm sure the results will increase. As long as I keep healthy, I'm happy... c'est tout. It's nice to have a friend that's also going through the same thing that I am... Keep up the good work ma belle, Katlynne! <3

I think I have a problem. My need to travel has taken over my brain! Every time that I get a chance to be on the computer for leisure, I always find myself going to itravel's website and I am constantly looking for a good deal. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that I will somehow manage to get away for my week off during the study break, but I don't think it'll end up happening.

I finally got my radio fixed in my car. It hasn't been working for OVER a month, and I have been going crazy. I've been traveling around with mini iPod speakers and my iPod, so to hear music come from my speakers this morning was a magical experience hahaha

Anyway, my breakfast is ready and then off to the gym I go before work. Have a good day mes amis!

New Blog Feature

Hello friends,

As most of you know, I am working hard at getting healthy and losing weight.
For the last two weeks I have been going to the gym 3 times/week and counting calories.
I have decided, instead of blogging my progress every week, I have created a list to add to my page logging my weekly weight loss.

Thanks to everyone for their constant encouragement
I'm starting to feel better about myself now <3

Counting down the days...

I can't wait for this weekend!
On Friday I am going to the Igloofest with Tamara and some other friends from school. I have never been before but I can't wait to experience it all: Montreal nightlife in the winter wonderland of the Old Port! It's going to be too awesome...Cold, but a lot of fun!
Then the fun continues on Saturday and Sunday with the ladies...
Shopping. Skating. Getting dressed up. Going out for a nice dinner. Clubbing. Talking. Laughing. Having a good time. Enjoying each other's company.
I don't see these girls nearly enough, and I miss them terribly.
I can't wait to see what this weekend has in store for us. No matter what we do, I know that we're going to have a good time... We always do. <3

we keep each other sane in a crazy way <3

The holidays flew by like nothing, and I am already back to school. At first, I was quite disappointed because I was enjoying my time off too much. But, now that I'm back in the swing of things, I have to admit... I'm happy.

Forget about the homework and endless deadlines, it's my school friends that are keeping me happy : especially two very important people.

Thanks for keeping me laughing.
You guys are the best.
I mean it.

10 Goals for 2010

After reading Melissa's amazing blog (www.imlivinginadream.wordpress.com) I got inspired to make a little list of goals for myself that will be accomplished this year. I wish her the best of luck on her 101 goals. You're amazing, kid.
Every year I tend to make New Years' Resolutions, and some of them I keep, while others fall through the cracks.

Here is what I have come up with for 2010:
(Items in bold have been completed. I will review all of my goals at the end of the year so you can see how I did)

1) Achieve my goal weight and feel confident (Celebrate with Kay once we achieve our goals.) Keep up a work out routine and food regimen. Don't give up on myself.

2) Do well in school and be proud of the grades that I get; Work towards a 4.0 GPA

3) Do some volunteer work. Get involved in the lives of others. Complete at least five good deeds. Enrich the life of a stranger.

4) Travel to places that I have never seen. Do things that I have never done before in each place that I visit.

5) Help Melissa complete at least 5 of her goals (ex: Give blood, Go back to NYC, Watch a sunrise, Sleep under the stars, Go dancing, etc.)

6)Spend my 21st birthday with my best friends

7) Get a team together, raise $2000 each, and participate in the Weekend to End Breast Cancer (60km walk in two days)

8)Spend less and save more (Start- Vacation Account: $600.56, University Account: $8032.70)

9)Buy a camera (don't break it or get it stolen) and take tons of pictures

10) Don't over-think things; Be happy; Laugh until I cry on more than one occasion; Let life take it's course; Feel loved; Live.

I wish you all a healthy, happy and prosperous new year. May all of your dreams come true! And remember to always keep on smiling. <3

"I was born in heels, bitch"

Some people say that the way you start a new year will foreshadow what you can expect for the rest. For me, I hope this isn't the case. Last night was probably the most bipolar evening I have ever had in my life.

For those of you that have seen The Hangover, I can honestly say that last night was probably a remake of that movie (minus Mike Tyson's tiger in the bathroom haha)

I had spent my whole day off on Wednesday organizing this event, and I don't think that anyone was excited as me to make it happen. I booked a fantastic room (two double beds, full kitchen, flat screen TV, balcony, etc.) at the highly rated L'Appartement Hotel located on Sherbrooke Street. It was as soon as I checked in that the problems started to happen...

Like I said earlier, we were supposed to have one room with two beds. Turns out that reservations got extended, and the hotel could no longer provide us with that reservation. Instead, we were offered two rooms (one room apart)and free parking. At first, I was ready to jump the counter and complain, but in the end it turned out okay. Sure, we didn't all sleep in the same room but we had more space and made the best of it.
While Kay, James and I waited for Alex, Mandy, Caro and Shana to arrive, we took a tour of the amazing roof-top pool and I got the chance to snap some postcard worthy pictures of the city skyline. Then, I cooked a scrumptious dinner of tortellini, Caesar salad and potatoes. It definitely comes in handy to have a kitchen!

The time zoomed by, and before we knew it, we were rushing around between both hotel rooms getting ready to go out. Hairspray clouds filled the air, drinks were being made, everyone was looking "fo-feshional", I ran around taking pictures like a tourist, laughter was the common method of communication, and life was good. Also, our conversations on the balcony were epic, especially when they involve discussing high-heeled footwear with strangers.
We bought tickets to go to Ivy (which we later on realized replaced Orchid) nightclub, which was celebrating their grand-opening just in time for NYE. We arrived at the club at around 10:45pm, just in time to be given a New Year's Eve crown and to enjoy the presence of the cute bartender. Before we knew it... we were dancing in front of the bar, counting down the minutes to the big moment.

Three... two... one... Happy New Year!
It was surreal. The happy-vibes between us was nothing like I have ever experienced. We looked, the way we felt: euphoric.
I was being hugged from every angle, and I couldn't think of a better way to ring in the new year than with some of your best friends by your side as the DJ spins "I've Got a Feeling" by the Black Eyed Peas.

Then, even though we were all looking our best... the night got ugly.

Prayers to the Toilet-Bowl-Gods were being made by two people, and by 1:15am I was in a cab (thanks to James who caught me when I almost fell in the middle of the street. Ice + Heels = NOT cool)back to the hotel to take care of my favorite person. There is nothing classier than lying on ceramic tiled floor, on your friend to keep them warm while in a dress.

Finally at about 4am we made it to bed, only to be woken up by a blaring noise. Yep, the fire alarm was going off. I stayed in bed hoping that it would stop ringing, but it didn't. The whole hotel, all 16 floors had to evacuate using the emergency exits; it was mass hysteria... Especially for Alex who couldn't find his shoes, and Caro who insisted on taking the blanket outside with her.

Once back in the hotel, we all crawled back into our still-warm beds. Alex decided to go back downstairs for a brief moment to apologize for his rudeness (he was quite upset when the fire alarm went off) at the front desk. Meanwhile, back in room 303, the door never closed properly and a visitor decided to take advantage. I don't know why I woke up, but I did. My eyes flashed open and there he was standing in front of my bed, lurking over the table against the wall. I don't know why but I didn't have it in me to scream, so instead... I confronted him. I immediately told him to drop whatever he had in his hands and to leave, and he did. At first, I thought that he had taken my cell phone, but I later on realized that he was after my clutch. I retrieved my belongings, placed them on my night table and went back to bed. Caro rushed to the front desk, and the receptionist said that nothing could be done because the rooms don't have cameras and that it was up to us to close the door properly, but they would keep a look out for any suspicious activity. Alex got back 2 minutes after the incident, and I felt much safer when he did. In the moment, I didn't panic and I didn't think that anything was missing, until four hours later...
Again, my intuition kicked in.
It was 9am, and I was frantically looking for my camera. No where to be found.
Later on, I couldn't find my wallet. Again, no where to be found. (Note: I had about $200 in my wallet because everyone had paid me for the hotel & food, over $100 in gift cards and a credit card)
Then Alex popped out of nowhere, "Hey guys, you know what's funny? I can't find my wallet either." Luckily for him, he had taken out all of his IDs but he did manage to lose his two clubbing IDs and $20.
Everything, stolen.
I inspected every nook of the hotel rooms, and I couldn't find a thing. I couldn't believe it.

As we were cleaning up the rooms, Caro decided to have a little snack. Little did she know, chocolate chip cookies can cause damage to teeth. She chipped a big chunk of one of her teeth. What are the odds?

We tidied up both rooms in time for our 12pm check-out, and proceeded to the police station. After being juggled from the police station, back to the hotel (where we waited for over an hour for the cops to show up, but I got a phone call so they never did), and then back to another police station, I was able to make a police report. While we were waiting I received a phone call from the hotel stating that my wallet had been found, cash & credit card missing, but everything else was in tact. Also, we overheard that a drug-raid had happened on the fifth floor and several people were in a comatose/googly-eyed state because they had been drugged. This was confirmed when Alex went up to the fourth floor looking for our missing belongings and was overwhelmed by the smell of pot. Apparently, I got to stay at the same hotel and spend NYE with addicts and thieves... Good times.
All in all, the day was a waste of time because once the cute police officer (which we have all claimed as ours) was done filling out the report, he proceeded to tell me that I was basically wasting my time. I'm sad that I lost my belongings, especially all the wonderful pictures that I took of the night, but at the same time it could have ended even worse... Scary thought.

Where does this lead me now? I am going to try and claim my camera to Visa and see if I can get reimbursed for it... hopefully that'll be the case.

So here's to an amazing 2010! Even though things didn't work out as planned, I am happy to have spent the night with my friends. May this year bring you all good health, happiness and amazing memories with the people that you love. As Alex said today, maybe some things happen for a reason, with the purpose to make you stronger. I think that'll be the case for me this year. <3