Forever Friends?

How is it possible to miss someone you don't really know anymore?
All that I know, lately, I've been missing her..or missing the past?
I'm just full of questions.
Over six years have come and gone, and I still ask "why?"
I guess I would be okay with us not being friends if I knew why we don't talk anymore.
If we could only talk.
If we could only get together one day and listen to each other.
I'm all ears.

Two minutes

I have two minutes left before I have to head to work...

I was just thinking.

I probably wouldn't have any friends if it weren't for school.

Good day.

I'm proud of you

Today, after getting off work three hours early because it was quiet, I decided to head downtown to see my grand father in the hospital. He seems to be doing much better, although deep down the family knows that he can't really be. We found out yesterday that the little spots on his liver is actually cancerous. He's going to be going home as soon as his stiches heal from the operation where he will be getting care right from his own home. This will definitely be good for him and my grand mother, she hasn't left my grandfather's side since the first day he was admitted into the hospital, which was over a couple of months ago. Although she has gone home now and again, she has spent every night sleeping on a chair by his bed.

On a happier note, it amazes me how he still has his sense of humor. He had my Mom, Dad, Grandma and I laughing hysterically all afternoon. You can see that although he is physically weak from the operation, he isn't ready to give up, I'm not ready to give up on him either. I'm so proud of you Papou. Although I would never be able to tell you, I hope you know that I truly am. You are so strong and I hope soon you will be able to do all the things that you once loved. Afterall, like you told the doctor the other day... there is a tomato garden waiting for you back at home.

S'agapo.