Summer time = Aloe Vera Parties

Apparently I've been bad with keeping up with my blog, I don't mind it too much though. That just means that when I decide to write, it's because I have something to say, get off my chest or because I can't sleep. Right now, just like most of my blogs lately, I am typing this up on my blackberry, in bed. I've got Sex and the City playing and I've lathered my very sunburnt body with aloe vera... Relief.
Today was a good day, I went for breakfast with two of my favorite girls. There is something about those two that warm my heart... It's weird to say that, but it's true. I just feel comfortable around them. I feel like I can share anything with them, and they'll understand. They just get me.
Then I met up with some work friends and we all did some shopping. I made two good purchases, and look forward to tomorrow where I will run some more errands for my trip on Saturday! Vegas, here I come!
About a half hour ago, I got off MSN with James. Once again, we discussed our boy troubles. I love how our conversations are filled with cynical remarks, sarcastic comments and advice. We comfort each other in a weird way, I think.
The more I watch, the more I realized that I am Miranda Hobbes: cynical, driven and ironically family oriented. It's funny how we can all relate to one of these fictional characters...
I wonder if one day I will become a lawyer and find love, just like her.
My eyes are getting heavy... I guess this blog wasn't as important as I intended on making it... Other than the fact that I bored myself to sleep.
Oh well, bonne nuit.
Maybe some sort of excitment will happen in my dreams? I'll keep you posted.

" I don't understand what's wrong with you girls."

I wish I knew too.
I guess, to a certain extent, I have not been gifted with the "girlfriend gene."
Selina attempted to give Mel and I some advice today at dinner but no matter how much she tried to help and understand our points, she can't. She's never been there, nor has Kate. They are on one end of the spectrum and we're on the other.
Confidence is something that I've lacked all my life, and even though I am slowly getting better, I'll never be completely at ease.
Hmmm, so where does the problem lie?
I don't know.
How do I fix something that I can't even describe. I can just feel it; a pressure on my heart.